Magikal's Rambles
Heya! Welcome to my dedicated corner of the internet in which I ramble on about things like my OCs and Fandoms I'm in + share my silly artworks n' stuff!This will mostly be a more light-hearted thing, so I won't take it that seriously.
Magikal's Blogs
This is just going to be stuff happening in my personal life and just silly stuff I want to share :D
Can get serious if I want to.
#29 - May 4th, 2026
finally listening to the rest of hamilton (I listened to act 1 back in late april I think) and
IS IT NORMAL TO TEAR UP OVER WHO LIVES WHO DIES WHO TELLS YOUR STORY??#28 - April 6th, 2026
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Happy International Asexuality Day, coming from an Asexual person :)#27 - March 17th, 2026
I feel so dumb that I just recently knew the Thunder Saga cover was Odysseus's ship being struck by lightning#26 - February 24th, 2026
Ok how do you even define something as dark?
(I was going to say this a few days ago but I forgot but) Oh Scylla is dark too wdym you can faintly hear the screams of the men
I admit that i don't remember anything in the vengeance saga apart from not sorry for loving you and i don't remember anything in the ithaca saga pre-odysseus and im sorry i literally left the musical in the background and did not pay attentionAnd now I'm just realizing how dark Hold Them Down is
WHy did odysseus offer polyphemus wine
Why is survive lowkey dark
O yea im listening to the entirety of epic the musical today btw just so i can listen to Would You Fall in Love With Me Again[10:20 PM]
I cried tears of happiness listening to Would You Fall in Love With Me Again#22 - January 31st, 2026
i think i lowk have gelotophobia? it's either i just have social anxiety or i actually have gelotophobia. like i can't even look at my main channel's yt notifcations for the fear i'll see a hate comment or anything along those lines, and posting something feels scary. plus im overall super self-conscious and tend to overthink/overapologize in interactions, and im sensitive to mockery/derisive laughter. but also i don't mind positive/silly/joking laughter (in fact, i enjoy it) so it feels like i don't have gelotophobia in actuality— 10:06 PM
On another note, it's so weird looking back seeing how I used to identify myself as a female. I'm proudly Genderfluid now, but seeing how I used to think of myself as solely a girl... oh the old times#21 - January 28th, 2026
OK... WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO BE SUBSCRIBED TO KAY KAY'S CHANNEL FOR AT LEAST ONE DAY ON MY MAIN BEFORE I CAN ACTUALLY POST MY ENTRY... 😢#20 - January 25, 2026
i put 2025 as the year for the previous two entries pretend none of you guys saw thatgoing back to my roots btw and entering kay kay's 40k art contest 🙏#19 - January 17th, 2026
ok it's been a year since I posted by bcd short and ngl i've been thinking of going back to my yt channel but there's one problem.
WHAT THE HECK DO I POST IM CRNE 😭😭#18 - January 9th, 2026
can we just get rid of the roblox age check entirely? some people don't want to do it because they don't want to give away their face like me. i genuinely don't care about how david is trying to improve the age check system PLEASE just get rid of it what's the point when most of the community is SO against the idea :/ No one likes it.Btw Monsters of Etheria is basically a ghost town last time I checked none of the ppl who were frequently active there (including me) are in the servers anymore. Way to go to basically kill off my favorite roleplaying game JUST as I was getting back into it.
Also I'm part of two MoE rp series and because of this age restriction thing I pretty much can't participate in them anymore because, surprise surprise, roleplaying requires talking!! Also considering in one of them I don't have the host's discord sighhh#17 - January 1st, 2026
Happy New Years!
there was a gay couple kissing at the nyc ball drop again whattttttttok but I'm salty about the Royale High New Years badge, fym we had to be there in the ballroom when it hit New Years in a timezone??
Apparently they said that on Xitter which I don't check frequently (the only time I checked was for the Treasure Hunt) and like brooo :/ why couldn't we just get the badge when we log in on New Years like the previous years??? Gen pmoalso first carrd i edited this year#16 - December 12th, 2025
WOAH UMAMUSUME AND SILKSONG AND WUTHERING WAVES MENTIONED
and hades 2 why not I'm a greek mythology fanok but why are almost all of the game awards won by clair obscur expedition 33 uh whatever that is i have never heard of it until today can anyone tell me why it won NINE awards
^ (6:08 PM) no way my sis got expedition 33 and i hear peak title music waitwai IM CHANGING MY MINd#15 - November 13th, 2025
Yk what I hate abt the age verification thing on Roblox
If I remember correctly they make it so people can only chat with people in their age group and like doesn't that create more problems than fixing them?? Not really gonna dive deep into it rn but if you get it you get it#14 - November 10th, 2025
I genuinely feel horrible about my YT channel for some reason I really want to private the two shorts I've posted but I can never bring myself to do it because I'm rlly scared and sensitive when it comes to my public image and even tho I only have like 53 subs or so it just freaks me out and like I don't think I can private them w/o having to face that fear I gen need someone to talk to :( but also there's smth in my gut telling me to private them rn but like its scary for some reasonuh like I don't want it to sound like I'm begging for validation but strawpage gimmicks appreciated I need some comfort /gen
help how do I get this off my mind#13 - November 3rd, 2025
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhkKRp2hZVE
Ok Roblox is just shooting themselves in the foot because chatting is a big part in roleplay games, optimal in strategy games, and most importantly, literally how you make lifelong friends, dude they're destroying a big chunk of their playerbase and games with this new AI age verification wtf it's not even funny anymore
No fucking way I'm taking a selfie of myself just to chat??? A) AI is unreliable and they should know that and B) Discord got hacked once and people's government IDs were breached and I'm not taking a risk like that#12 - November 2nd, 2025
I should listen to all the EPIC: The Musical tracks soon I listened to God Games two days ago (it's peak) and now my sister has Warrior of the Mind stuck in her head (YOU ARE ATHENA, (ATHENA), BADASS IN THE ARENA 🔥🔥)#11 - October 28th, 2025
OMGOGMGOMGMOG GUYS GUYS I GOT A TOYHOUSE I FOUND A POST ON REDDIT WITH CODES AND I USED ONE OF THEM AND GOT IN YAYAYAYYAAYYAYAYAYYA IM SO HAPPYYYYYY
uh if you really want go subscribe to my newly born account i promise i'll cook peak#10 - October 15th, 2025
eugh I wanted to talk about my youtube channel for a while now,,,,, soooooo basically after the BCD and drawing a ball shorts I vanished from my channel for like 9+ months so just wanted to yap herehonestly I've wanted to return to it, but I get scared whenever I think about it because I'm pretty sensitive when it comes to statistics and how people think of me and stuff and yk hghghghrh..... I know it's not going to be a full-time job anytime soon but it still freaks me out..... I kind of have social anxiety in short terms, and I always get scared of accidentally clicking a link to my youtube channel and seeing my statistics so like hhhhhhhhhalso about the "can't access my main channel" thing I did regain access but yh being on it makes me uncomfortable for the reason I mentioned before,, and I already got accustomed to my alt so likelong story short I don't think I'll return to making content on my channel anytime soon unless some miracle happens that motivates me to yk yk, for now I'll hang around on my alt thoughoh also my alt -> https://www.youtube.com/@MagikalTwincle subscribe if you want but I don't really care lol#9 - October 10th, 2025
So... Blue Protocol: Star Resonance. I've played it on the first day of official release. After searching up the game, I've seen people giving their thoughts, so I want to share mine too.The character customizer is cool and diverse. The visuals are also amazing. Like holy shit THE TRAILER??But alright so... the thing that hooked me in was the combat. The effects look awesome, and even though I realized you can't play as the different characters in the storyline, I was still intrigued by each class's skill set. Then I realize combat controls are awkward (I'm a PC player, the default keybinds are 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and R), and then the fact most of the keybinds are already linked to something meaning I can't really switch them around... Yeah, I can't enjoy the gameplay itself.Oh and apparently they time-gated the quest?? Wha- why??? Also about the Paid Rose Orbs and Bound Rose Orbs... uh huh. Why? I mean, not that I really need to spend the Rose Orbs, but... ok.Honestly, I never finished the quest (up until when they time-gated it) so I can't really form my own opinions. But I think Blue Protocol: Star Resonance is alright, I don't really see the point or justification in playing further though so my account will remain untouched for now.So that's my mini yapathon about BPSR. "Why are you wasting your time ranting on a game" Why do you think I have an entire Carrd dedicated to saying whatever the heck I want?#8 - September 2nd, 2025
So... the sudden question of "what if the official Shinitai-chan English cover by JubyPhonic was age restricted too" popped into my brain... and yes that was age-restricted too damn
hey at least there's still reuploads of it plus I can still listen to it on Spotify#7 - September 1st, 2025
So... I was watching some My R music videos (the reason isn't important but it wasn't because I was struggling with my mental health /gen /srs), and I wanted to watch an old Gacha Life music video that I really liked, but when I searched the title I couldn't find it. So I just thought "oh, maybe the creator unlisted/privated the video or it got taken down". Then I had the sudden thought. Was the reason I couldn't find it because it was age-restricted?
So I searched that video in Incognito mode and it was, indeed, still up. And indeed, it was age restricted.
So... I sure do wonder what kind of nostalgic content is going to get restricted from me next.Now, because I couldn't watch this video because it was age-restricted, that would mean my account was deemed a minor.
Yeah so uhm here's the funny part... I never got a notice saying my account was banned from watching age-restricted content... But then again I watch YouTube on the website (on both my phone and my computer, yes I have to use the website on my phone because I can't get the app) so that could be the reason I didn't get a notice
Or they don't even HAVE a notice!!Anyways, Magikal out.#6 - August 18th, 2025
So about the Age Estimation thing... apparently (in the US I think) if you're assumed a minor nothing happens according to this post
Ig people overreacting about it made me panic and forget it's not that big of a deal- but like using AI is still bad why even#5 - August 14th, 2025
im just going to go back to watching youtube the age estimation system's probably not going to be the end of the world since i'm pretty sure it probably only flags you for watching content marked for kids
i say as i'm definitely not going to jinx myself in the futurebut like this is still a fucked up update ngl because apparently there's youtubers who quit youtube because of this update#4 - August 13th, 2025
hi chat
it's the dayI'm participating in the 24 hour creator blackout tho so no YouTube today
(hope I can live because I literally use YouTube everyday but the protest's worth a shot)UPDATE: so I decided to sneak a quick glance at a youtube video explaining the whole age estimation system
so basically the ai uses the kinds of videos you watch and the longevity of your account to determine if you're under 18 or not, and from my comprehension if you watch videos made for kids you're more likely to get flagged
which absolutely SUCKS because I like to watch come play with me and the old sis vs bro videos since it was my childhood, but seeing how i have to move to incognito/private mode for those since they're marked for kids is a bummer (idk if the old sis vs bro videos are still marked as kids I haven't checked yet)also the age estimation explanation video is the only thing i watched for today, ik it technically means i didn't stay true to the 24 hour creator blackout but hey look that video's gonna be the first thing the ai sees when they check my watch historybut like man this age estimation thing is still messed up as fuck#3 - August 12th, 2025
The TLDR: shitty age estimation feature is rolling out to YouTube (in the USA I think) that's going to restrict the content I watch if I'm deemed under 18 (but like imo they're kind of vague on what's age-restricted so it's lowkey scary). Why can't companies actually listen to their userbase.Can companies stop rolling out useless AI-assisted features that NO ONE asked for?? First we have Fandom, and now YouTube of all platforms??So I just want to ramble on about the upcoming AI-assisted age estimation coming to YouTube because I hate it for god fucking sake. Like WHY ARE WE GETTING THIS?? I don't think anyone asked for getting their age estimated just to be protected online. It's the parents' responsibility to protect their children online, NOT the internet??Though apparently the new feature is only rolling out to a handful of users but I didn't know that until I had to do DEEPER RESEARCH. Even then only one source I found said that and it could be false for all I know.So like can companies start listening to their userbase?? Instead of addressing common concerns about the feature, why can't they just stop the feature altogether if that's what the majority wants?? If they have a good reason that they can't do that then I'd understand, but I haven't seen one and they haven't properly addressed one.Also this new feature is lowkey scary, I worry a lot about the future, so I don't want to imagine what features they HAVEN'T said in the thread would get rolled out to me and I'd have no idea that it'd happen, or what content I CAN'T watch when I'm deemed "under 18". Most of the things that would deem content age-restricted wouldn't be stuff I'd watch at all which is kind of reliving, but still doesn't eliminate the worry I have for what would be restricted from me, especially when they said on the age-restricted content thread that the list is not a complete list.Also apparently this new feature is a violation of the Online Safety Act (OSA) so I don't know what the heck YouTube was going with this"But aren't you under-" Yes but that's not the point, the point is the new age estimation feature is a violation of privacy and it could potentially restrict stuff I'd normally watch and potentially restrict content creators' audience.Magikal out. Good luck to everyone tomorrow on August 13th, 2025.(oml no wonder 13 is the unlucky number, tomorrow is the day this feature gets rolled out and tomorrow is the 13th of August, HOLY SHI)#2 - April 11th, 2025
was absolutely disappointed in myself for procrastinating on crk oc wiki content mod applications and then was immediately ecstatic when i realized i still in fact did get promoted (last time ima mention the unexpected promotion promise)#1 - March 24th, 2025
yahoo first blog?? um idk what to post lmao im still deciding on how this would work so um bare with meee
Magikal's BFDI Ramblings
In short: being so hyperfixated about this show led me to make a whole another section dedicated to stuff about this show. Yippee!Includes stuff about the actual show and fanmade works (like AUs and fanfictions).
#16 - March 8th, 2026
THIS IS JUST THE PENULTIMATE EPISODE WHAT THE HECL WHY WERE THE VISUALS SO GOOD!??!?!?! /VPOS IS THE BFDIA FINALE GONNA SOMEHOW HAVE PEAKER VISUALS????
the fact that they didn't use nice to know for the final cake at stake theme is absolutely criminal 😢😢😢#15 - January 30th, 2026
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can we appreciate how two draws the contestants oh my godd they look so sillyyyyy they represent the contestants so well actuallyanyways tpot 21 was solid! not the "greatest of the greatest" episode but definitely good
Guys I'm not disappointed because of BFDIE itself, I'm disappointed that all this hype and buildup with the livestream and more was all for an 8 minute episode as the 100th episode. The episode itself has no problems but it's the marketing that like, why. I think more people need to understand that.Also
JNJ can we slow down with the theater releases?? Is every episode going to be on theaters?? I miss the old indie show with episodes posted on YouTube on (kinda) a monthly basis that I came to love. I don't think every episode needs to be a theatrical release...#13 - January 1st, 2026
Happy birthday, Battle for Dream Island!
God it's been two years since I've watched BFDI and I think I'm proud to say it's changed my life in the greatest ways possible, I love this show sm :)
Also watching the 100-episode countdown....... oh my god TPOT 19 traumaChange of tone uh let me talk about TPOT for a moment....
Rewatching it again I really miss the contestants doing the challenges and interacting with each other. Wish they'd come back. It's one of the reasons I don't like TPOT 20 since it's so algebralien focused and I'm personally not a fan of the algebraliens themselves :V (besides Two they're awesome)I reallyyyyy would've liked it more if TPOT 20 wasn't so backstory focused and One's backstory was not so major. Someone made a TPOT 20 fan script and I really loved it since it still included the whole backstory schmick while also focusing on the contestants too. Wish the actual TPOT 20 was like that tbh. Not an exact script copy but you get my pointAll in all I don't like TPOT 20 since I personally don't like the algebraliens themselves which is what 20 primarily focuses on. Plus it's so backstory focused which is also something I dislike. I like lore but not lore-heavy episodes. I guess the only thing I liked that episode was the Leafy ragebait.I don't mind the direction TPOT is going though I like the darker turn, just don't like TPOT 20 itselfCan I talk about BFDIA Bomby too I don't like how he's just reduced to "super silly chaotic WTFer" in that reason I miss happy and can be explosive (pun intended) Bomby :( and I'm talking about this because BFDIA is my favorite season and— 4:20 PM
they dropped an entirely new season as the 100th episode ookkkkNot that I'm mad just disappointed. There's been all this buildup and then for the 100th episode, they drop a whole new season with entirely new contestants (in the case of most of them). THAT was the 100th episode? Whaat? Yes I know that they definitely will still continue TPOT and BFDIA but my point is I'm disappointed that the 100th episode, something with so much hype built up, it's not even either of them or IDFB. Was that really meant to be the 100th episode? Come on.On the bright side though...
Yooooo, are Beach Ball and Sticker Non-binary?? :0
For context in the BFDI and BFDIA voting icons iirc the color of the sky represents the contestant's gender (so pink sky = female and blue sky = male), but Beach Ball and Sticker have purple skies, so does that mean they're non-binary?? /pos#12 - December 19th, 2025
Thinking about it now TPOT 19 isn't that bad, I just don't like the sudden tonal whiplash. Somewhat also because a lot of the characters get barely any screentime.#11 - December 16th, 2025
I genuinely wanna yap about TPOT 15 and 19 and 20 so bad but I keep forgetting bru
In like short terms I don't actually like these episodes as much as I used to.I have the least problems with 15. One of the gripes I have is how it... really just feels like a nothingburger of time travelling shenanigans? I barely remember anything that happened (<-- or it may just be how I'm branching off from BFDI) other than the infamous Pencil crashout, Income Tax Return Document, and the end of the world (which imo feels too high stakes especially this early on the season). I never liked the Gaty signs the contract and everything is normal again thing from the start either, it genuinely felt anti-climactic and like the writers realized they shouldn't stretch out the episode any further but eh... whatever. It's not the worst, just mediocore.I'll talk about 19 and 20 tmr I need to focus on my work rn#10 - December 4th, 2025
Nevermind I'm switching hers back to a like, I GENUINELY don't have the heart to dislike either of them.#9 - December 3rd, 2025
Changed my vote I'm sorry Needle o7
As much as I know we're getting a Book-Needle finale because a lot of people seem to be disliking TB, I really want to see a Book-TB finale, so that's why.
Needle is still one of my top favorites this season (probably my tippy top favorite), don't worry.#8 - December 2nd, 2025
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wth i forgot everything i wanted to say about this episode
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-Generally I think it was overhyped as the "biggest episode" (could be because they were referring to the ONE HOUR RUNTIME?? GOD DAM) because it didn't feel as grand or theater worthy but I still really liked itDO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I WAS THAT NEEDLE WAS GONNA GET OUT OVER COINY?ALSO NOW I CAN'T DECIDE WHO TO LIKE/DISLIKE
LIKE NEEDLE AND TB WAS THE FINAL TWO I WOULD'VE LOVED THE MOST AFTER FRIES GOT OUT. NOW I HAVE TO SEE ONE OF THEM GET THE BOOT. SMH. >:(. i hate you jack and jelly fries i'm never watching post-hiatus bfdia ever again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /J /J I LOVE POST-HIATUS BFDIA
(update i'm liking the both of them lol, idc that it does nothing, at least that can show my appreciation for the both of them <3)'nyways i just wanted appreciate each of the final three in the challengeIM TALKING ABOUT NEEDLE FIRST
that needle and pencil scene was wholesome are yoy serious. i would've never thought the person she'd vent her problems to is pencil, the leader of one of the group she's been trying so hard to not just be "another ally" of, and yet here we are like holy. like throughout the season i don't remember but i think someone said something about like pencil viewed her as like just another useful ally and then PENCIL LITERALLY HELPS NEEDLE RECONSIDER GOING SOLO AND WINNING FOR HERSELF?? HELLO??TB NEXT
tengolf divorce was brutal bro 💔💔 not tb questioning his morality now like even though he literally said he's not winning for himself and gb he's still asking the mini-challenge hosters if they think he's a villain and are rooting for him LIKE HE'S STILL DOUBTING HIMSELF that's what I love about him vbro THAT'S WHY I LOVE BFDIA TB OVER TPOT TBAND BOOK ok its 10:54 pm rn i genuinely have to go to bed rn i'll yap more about bfdia 23 tmr lol— 4:24 PM
STOP. YOU ALMOST MADE ME CRY. WHAT THE F
bfdia 23 was insane i enjoyed every second of it, i'm not sure if it'd be my top favorite (bfdia 18 still takes that spot) but it is one of my favs.
thoughts coming after i get over that#7 - October 17th, 2025
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Tpot 20 dropped
Time to share my thoughtsI don't know how to rate it exactly? I think I still need to collect my thoughts to actually form an opinion on it.I will say, about the backstory premise, I did expect it and kinda expected it spanning basically the whole episode, but after consideration I think I would've liked it more if it was sprinkled throughout and we still got competition cause I was honestly disappointed when we barely got actual screentime of the contestants and the present... but they said TPOT 20 was going to be a backstory episode and we got a backstory episode ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But
you don't want to know how absolutely disappointed I am after Fries did not get to be host (I was one of the 10k people who voted Fries)anyways bfdia 21 was cool with pin and coiny forgiving each other, the bfdia 13 callback, and more stuff on the whole tb and needle pact(i was actually expecting bfdia 21 to release out of literally nowhere, no announcement saying "bfdia 21 is tomorrow/today/coming soon", kind of like what they did with bfdia 10's release)#5 - July 15th, 2025
I JUST NOTICED A SMALL DETAIL AND NOW I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD.
(its about tpot 19)
YOU KNOW THE SCENE WHERE WINNER GETS RECOVERED?
THE RECOVERY CENTER USUALLY MAKES A HAPPY FACE WHEN IT RECOVERS SOMEONE RIGHT
WELL IN THE WINNER SCENE WHEN THE RECOVERY CENTER REVIVES THEM IT MAKES A SAD FACE INSTEAD
IT'S SUCH A TINY DETAIL BUT IT REALLY SHOWS HOW DEPRESSING THE WORLD'S BECOME.........also another detail i noticed about the recovery center, the keypad's kinda glitched out so it's probably unusable the normal way now, and since winner doesn't know about the wrc remote, i think everyone who died is gonna be dead for a couple more episodes than you'd want
^^ (8/20/25) not me forgetting x existsanyways that's my magikal notices small details session done(also i have new au idea (it's just ssbu world of light, tpot 19's aftermath edition))#4 - July 14th, 2025
tpot 19 released today and i am so depressed after that holy shucks
(TPOT 19 SPOILERS INCOMING)
i read anatomy on ao3 today and now i am forever gonna be traumatized i think
+ i may or may not finally read fg next week....... :DD just need to hope i can cope with the deaths
^^^ (6.2.25) i never ended up doing that sorry chat#2 - April 6th, 2025
forgot about this whoopsies
um anyways i really wanna read fear garden but i keep holding myself off from doing so, idk why i think it's cause of the heavy gore, i'm not like usually the type to stray away from gore but i think it's like different for fg for some reasonplus im always scared that there's gonan be like illustrations for some reason EVEN THOUGH i'm pretty sure there's a likely chance that that's not the case (for context like some heavy gore art is like nono for me)ALSOALSAOS i binge-read the perfect subjects too and holy fudge it is amazing (i almost cried in some parts)OKAY ONE LAST THING so ummm it's been on my mind recently, i've always wanted to write/create my own bfdi fanfic (+ an au), but i've always held off from doing that too since i like fear my writing's gonna turn out cringe (this is what being chronically online on reddit does to a person) even though i KEEP TRYING TO TELL MYSELF "no this is your first time nothing's gonna turn out perfect"... struggles of a perfectionist#1 - March 26th, 2025
i read total drama something yesterday on ao3 and now i have discover two things:
1. I now have an unnaturally unhealthy hyperfixation towards Pen
2. I, infact, am still dirty-minded. (Okay, it's not that severe.)
Send help.